Sometimes I just wanna scream outloud wherever I go. Things go wrong in my life, then something good happens, then bad then good again.  It’s so tiring and painful!!  So I had my heart broken about 2 months ago, but now i think i found somebody new.  I would like to spend sometime for myself, but I just can’t. I need to have someone there with me.  Im a wreck when I’m alone. But I dont know her well yet.  Dang how I wish all this hurt would just leave me.  But hey…  if nothing ever goes wrong, then how will it feel right?